sad/happy day

can see? i'm happy with him! i love him! true! (bf of the day)once again, don't believe what i say

smiley balloon which cost more than 10bucks!

once again, me and him! yc:D

DC! he become more guailan nowadays:( i'm sad:(

the board:D made with their love;D

hey hey hey:D
every 1st of the month, i will blog:D let's fix it this way:D hahahha
(no no no, i'll blog when i have the feeling:) hahaha

my day- happy:)+disappointed:(

let's talk about the early celebration first
28th and 29th march:D

happy happy happy. dinner with my family and movie-ed with QF:D mid night show! woahoooooooo.

29th march 2009
big surprise for me! had a early celebration of my birthday on that day and i got shock of my life. my beloved yuchao gave me a surprise!! he was there for my celebration and i am totally shock! surprised like hell!!! I LOVE HIM! hahahha
thanks grace for the stitch:D
thanks darry and jp for the smiley balloon.
thanks grace eileen wanjun for the board
thanks yc for the dog:D
thanks jy and hm for the cake
thanks jy for the wallet
thanks hm for the cute taiwan stuff
thanks qf for the cake too
thanks jan for the wallet
and more still coming? ( belated:() hahahhaa
thanks for the wishes:D
thanks thank thanks. many many thank you! i love you all:DDD

boyfriend gave me a surprise. he went missing in action.
un-contactable.
sad?
yes i am
almost 1 month we're not meeting already. he don't want me already? he wanna leave me already? my only answer is i don't know.

picture picture picture:D
5 first. free will upload more again:D

i'm back to blogging and now is 11.16.
i have loads of things to say. sudden, many things came into my mind
it's April already, and 22 more days mid year exams is going to start:( i scared, i'm moving down. i can't control my emotions. i didn't study at all. i can't continue like this. as i promise my bf(best friend) we will strive together:D we will motivate one another. but... i'm going down down down and not up:( i realize i fall in too deep. i don't know. am i thinking too much?
everything seems like a dream. i'm dreaming all the way. i should wake up already. stop dreaming! everything is over. 22 more day !!! 22 more days!! to mid year exams ! can't dream anymore.! can't sleep anymore! please please please KANLIYUN!
but things are not solve. many question in my mind and i'm waiting for the answer. i thought i'm will be the one who spending less time with you, but i realize it's you not me. i really want to know what are you thinking, what's the problem between us.
almost 4 weeks we're not meeting. as a good boyfriend, at least contact me once a week or meet me once a week ?
say no more.
i'm tired and suffering backpain. old already dying sooon wahahahhah

cheerup KANLIYUN

loads of love
kanliyun