tomorrow!/it's my 35th post!

bowling

heyheyhey! i'm wasting my time blogging again!

it's my 35th post! i'm blogging too often already! hmmmm..

btw, i didn't go work today, not feeling well:( and i don't know why, my right hand hurts!

tomorrow going start school already! oh fuck!
and later, mother is going off to malaysia! and i'll be alone at home! lonely again:(

july, august, september, october, november, december. 6 more months and 2009 gonna end.

H1N1 cases are increasing:( everyone must take care okay?

i miss lovey badly everyday. i miss him even he's in front of me! can see how much i love him yeah?

next month shall plan when to go out with jj and k again! i promise them to treat them once i got my pay:)

my shopping item increase to 24 items already:) $400 bucks gone! *should be not working tmr:(

with loves
kanliyun;kly

2 more days:(

in the cab on th way home;)

4 of us:D

newfriend

changi drinking!

hahahha

2 more days and my holiday gonna end soon. i'm sad:(
3 more days, 29th june 2009 will be our 3rd year of friendship:) not easy eh? 3 years already. though we don't meet often, but our heart is still there, that's goood:) (actually we meet quite often, but there is time we really didn't meet for 2 months or so? it's really long!)
i think is better to have breaks in between so that you won't feel bored, maybe some prefer meeting friends, BOYFRIENDS, girlfriends everyday, but i don't really like although sometimes i really want it, but SOMEONE is not free so i have to understand, and seriously we REALLY don't meet often not like the OTHERS, so ya, this is me. hahaha. i like new things, i like new friends and also new boyfriends(hahahaha jk la) i'm working almost everyday. having new friends is great:) at least have someone to talk to and will not worry about they will betray you cause they don't know your friends and they can understand you better than your close peers. homework, f&n i'm gonna complete them by sat and sun. is a must please! kanliyun;kly!!!

i'm gonna keep my hair long, trust me i will do it:) but i will still go cut a little? just a little okay?:D hahahahaha. kly love cutting hair.. actually, everytime i cut my hair, there is a reason behind it. 1st I'm not happy, 2nd just feel irritated and wanna CUT it :D

when school starts, gonna have EL n level oral and O level MT oral:( double stress:(

lovey have no time for me, i'm trying to find time for lovey:( what a great relationship i have? for now, i don't expect anything from him already, but just TIME, i want time!! i want us to have time to be together, can you give me??

time really flies, you see, while i'm blogging, i'm actually wasting every single seconds i have, i actually can use all these time to do my homework, pack my things, and all and not blogging. and i'm crazy! i'm going to buy 9 item from online shopping. and i'm gonna add in more!

i've decide, i'm gonna make my time pack everyday. i only can have 5 hours of sleep on weekdays and 8 hours of sleep on weekends and public holiday! so it will be like, wake up at 6am, go school till 7pm had dinner and rest till 9pm and study till 12am. just nice everything:) then maybe shall spend 30mins go jogging? or swimming at lease twice a week?
should continue my piano lesson, and learn skating!!
need to do lots of revision on my science! i super weak on that!

F&N by 29th june 2009! it will be a very busy day for me, have to go school, go out blahblah.. don't feel like working tomorrow, but i have to cause i can't last minute change my schedule already. so kly have to plan her schedule well!
kly, you can do it!
kly, loves everyone around her!
sometimes you look at her like she don't bother about you at all, actually she really care! everyone around her have a space in her heart, especially the close ones, loved ones! the most loved now is mummy and babes and lovey! i love everyone around me, seriously i SWEAR!

okay, i'm gonna rest sooon. i'm seriously tired!!! tired to the max!
good night and i love you alllllll~~~

lastly, i enjoy outing yesterday with huamin clique:D

with loves
kanliyun;kly

NO TIME

i look ugly in this photo! and i'm ugly anyway. saw him at clarke quay that day. my ex classmate! missed

1st day of work, got free heineken drink:D


heyheyhey pepppos.
this holiday sucks! i didn't manage my time well and spend with them!

currently, i didn't manage to meet yc for movie, s jp for skating:( i miss them!!

this 1 month, i always went home late. time pass 12am then i go home. is like, powerful you know? i go jogging also can jog till 10pm plus. last sat, sun and today, i have not enough sleep!I'm in a very tired and happy and sad condition. tired, cause i went home late almost everyday. happy because i met a lot of new friends and going to enjoy the last 6 days of my holiday. sad because i didn't have a chance to spend one whole day with lovey. the last time we did that is on "ONE DAY OFF" is like thousand years ago. sad case right?I'm yawning while blogging. i realise drinking is part of me already? last week i almost drink everyday. some more my work friend treat me:D happy eh? hahaha. go out with k also drink. i shall try out drink a lot in 1 go and make myself drunk and see how much i can drink. Saturday midnight also drink. met lovey.. so sudden he called me middle of the night, I'm like so surprised. his ex girlfriend was there too.. okay! nothing wrong with his ex there, just that I'm thinking too much. every time we meet, i get to know him better. for now i think i know him only about 40%? i didn't even know that he don't eat chocolate. i bake the cake for 5 times and finally the last one wassuccessful but i didn't give him in the end and gonna throw it away sooon. I'm like a useless girlfriend. i trying, trying my best to be his last and only one. is it possible (question mark)

schedule for the next 6 days!
Tuesday- working! aft that going BBQ!
Wednesday- schooling! aft that going out with :D
Thursday- huamin clique outing:D
Friday- I'm freeee!
Saturday- homeworking!
Sunday- last day of holiday and I'm gonna cry at home!:(

i don't know why, why, why, my stupid left hand hurts again! pain you know? i still want bowling!
I'm in a very tired tired tired mode, so gonna end here and update soon again.

i love everyone around me!
mummy, lovey, babes and friends:) all of you are important to me! i love you all

kly

HIGH!!:D:D

i love you!!


hey peopooos! now is 3.27am almost 4 sooooon:D
i just came back from my outing with jj,k and her 2 friend, sy, and iron or something? i can't remember hahaha.

cabbed $30
nosignboard drinking $40
SXXXXA $50
prawn noodle $3
FUNNEST level priceless!!


will be back later:D

yo babes! i'm back and now is 1.07pm.
later gonna eat with haha, then haha gonna teach me something:) gonna prepare something for someone.
today my off day leh!
sucker, i have a lot things to prepare and plan, is like wth man! tired.

damn high yesterday, i love i love. 2 new friends i gain:D which 2 will leave me? i don't know.
i promise it will be my last time doing all these okay? really really:D
but i did enjoy a lot cause can high with people:) all th way like siao za bo like that. hhahahaa. after june holiday i can't enjoy already:( sad case you know? hais:( nevermind nov and dec will have a lot of planning:) i can't wait to go countdown 2010!!

okay, i have to go rest already cause tomorrow working at zoooo:D
oh yea, i have 3 new friends tooo, koi, mathen, ryan! plus 2 yesterday i have 5:) hahhahahaha.
huamin clique outing coming:D i'm waiting! hahahaha 10 more days to holiday end:( sad case.. byebye

with loves
kly

c'mon! check this out:D

heyheyheyheyheypeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppoooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees:D excited!! wednesday going outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, after my work at jbp! have to wake up at 6am and get ready to travel to jbp. so far youknow? youknow? youknow? this week have to complete my homework! is a must. 12 more days to go:( sadsadsad:(:(:( next weeek fully booked.. except for monday i think.? there will be a lot of last minute events coming up! shall update photos and all sooooon. past few days my tears flood like !@#$% what like that. I'M "TIRED"! I WANT TO SLEEP! BYEBYE

LIAR

-xiaogui's

i am a liar, i can't lied to the others, i only lied to myself.

what to do? tell myself " kly, you're thinking too much, he will be back, trust me"
i just have to getup and continue the journey. stay strong if i can.
don't contact me already.
i won't be there.

picture.

i'm just way toooo bored:( i look happy in every picture. i like CNY that week.. everyone still the same, everyone still together.. no one changed.we go eat, we go enjoy together, is like one big family. i like VALENTINE'S DAY that week, all of us so close, we love each other a lot during that time, prepare presents for one another, go out eat laugh blah blah blah, presents and all still with me and i like them a lot. i like the day before MYDAY, thanks for celebrating with me and at least i have a wonderful day before my birthday. thanks a million. the rest of the month till today, i can say is nightmare to me. many things sudden changed, i am not the same old kanliyun anymore, new friends came in to my life, old ones leaved. what i have to do now is really treasure what i have, i don't want to continue like this anymore, i don't want people to leave me. kly have to wake up and chee up:D and have to be more understanding. this year, i just have to understand understand and understand. understand everything that happens in life have its own meaning. understand lovey, understand loved ones and people around me. study hard get good results is my aim for now, i need help! S.O.S!! i scared i have depression sial.. these few days drink and think a lot. left with 17 days of school holidays and july gonna start already.. tomorrow is 12th june 2009 and i'm gonna rot like shit again. i love going seletar i don't know why. so peace there. rot at there almost everyday this week. i want go changi airport. i want to leave singapore again. still have 6 more months to go to end of 2009:D i'm excited. i want to know what will happen next.. why i'm not born in 4th april 1994, i jealous you know?! my cousin born in the date of these.. but not bad la, i everything 3.. 3oth march 1993. hmmmm, i want to find someone who have same birthdate as me, same day same month same year is the best, then we become SBDBF.( same birthday besfriend:D) so cooool eh? i'm gonna watch movie everyweek. 2 more weeks left is like wtf mans! friday already! later have to prepare to go schoool, i wanna kill myself by banging the wall. i love bang wall and die! hahahaha. not funny. kly is trying to be crazy so that she won't think too much. currently she is suffering from missing and thinking too much.. she wanna go brainwash and delete all those fucking unhappy memory in her life. she don't have a perfect, happy, wonderful, family. she just have to blame herself why come to the earth and make herself and people around her suffer. sometimes i feel like confronting my father, why? why he choose to tell me this? why? why my mum want him? do mummy love daddy? do daddy love me? do you love me?

i'm waiting for dk to give me science tuiton!
outings:D
this week rotting at home, sat, sun doing homework and revision
next week going geylang find guys and arabe street for sesha ( i don't know how to spell la) and go clarkquay drink.
following week bbq gathering and sentosa. and training and lastly kill myself. hahahahahah.

The Fray - Never Say Never
Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while
You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Picture, you're queen of everything
Far as the eye can see under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling
I'll steady your hand
You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time, time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
We're pulling apart
And coming together again and again
We're pulling apart
But we pull it together
Pull it together again
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go


Is this the moment
where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise
that you`ll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely
change even if i tell
you i won`t go away today
Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away
and everything is temporary rest your head
I`m permanent

I know he`s living in hell every single day
And so i ask oh god is there some way
for me to take his place
And when they say it`s all touch and go
i wish i could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you`re all alone
when no one`s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
and everything is temporary, rest your head
I`m permanent
I`m permanent

Is the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry

June Hols!

i loooook sooooo cute:)

CHIO? hhahaa

:D:D:D

my hand:(

the cup i broke just now;(

heyheyhey:)
today is saturday!!
june holiday starts today!!!
30th May 2009 - 28th June 2009!!

Today will be the last day of mother tongue intensive revision:( i will miss th NA EXPRESS MT people, and miss kiong!! WE ROCKS THE EXPRESS MT !! hahahhahaa.
For us, is not the last day of school actually, after MT o-level still have to go back for E cube camp:( never mind, i love YTSS! Oh ya, i didn't mention that YTSS is autonomous!!
YES, YTSS (Yishun Town Secondary School) is AUTONOMOUS! i'm like so slow to the max!
hahhaha

"things are not going smooth these few days. Some people changed day by day. i don't know what to do to get them back.."

i want to HAOLIAN! (show off?), i took 2816 photos in 6 months:) hahahha. I'm cam whore queeeeeen!!!

i tell you, my neighbour drunk already. how do i know? because i'm not asleep yet la! hahaha.

sooner or later, i'll become alcoholic. i drink quite a lot these few days.

i think i'm drunk. update later after extended mt revision:)

love kly

"when will we be seeing each other again? i wonder"

hey! check this out:)
hahahahha today is wednesday:)
okay, today is 3rd of june 2009:):):):)
blink of an eye, my MT o-level paper finished.
final coursework submission finished.
3 more days to my KAYAKING:):):) and my lovely yc also going!! i'm like damn high luh!

let me show you my sweet sweet conversation with him:) * some text deleted*

(8:41 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	hellohello
(8:41 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	hello yes?
(8:41 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	no la
(8:42 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	lol u miss me right? i know i know
(8:42 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	ya la! hahaha . yeah!! u going kayaking
(8:43 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	lol i dont know should i go
(8:43 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	huh ? why? go la
(8:43 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	no one pei me
(8:43 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	got me what! hahahaha you don't want me liao
(8:44 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	no luh i dont know luh
(8:44 PM) KANLIYUN add my:
(8:45 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	u 4 ppl gang gang hao
(8:45 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	no leh
(8:45 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	got 1 people joining us then got 5 so i odd one out! then you can pei me hahaha
(8:46 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	y 5?
(8:46 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	yahui joining us
(8:47 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	no luh actually gt 1 friend but i scared he pang seh me
(8:47 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	then i there emo
(8:48 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	....
(8:48 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	still got me DON"T WORRY
(8:48 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	see how loh haha
(8:49 PM) KANLIYUN add my:	....
(8:53 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	haha i dont believe anw i gtg haha see you tml
(8:53 PM) - (.n_n.) @#$%:	bb

hhahahaha:):) full of love love love today!! damn high lor! (i shy liao hahah)

"i should send you home just now and not left you at the road there:( sorry"

oh yea! mr koh is back on friday and he's leaving on friday again..
i don't want him to go back!
eoy my mother plan to go hk.. but i don't want. i don't know why just don't feel like going luh!

KLY damn bored now:(
i just now broke a cup.. it is a sign that telling me bad things are going to happen? (i'm superstitious.)

i'm going to eat all the way on thursday and friday..
thursday i'm having dinner with my family. FAT!
friday we are having class dinner with my cutest classmate. FAT!

but























































































































satuday i'm going kayaking with yc's near my sight. HAPPY!
sunday i'm going kyaking with yc's near my sight. HAPPY AGAIN!



then next week kly will be rotting at home:( SAD!
i don't want to rot at home, i want to go out! ! ! !
11th june got a lot of movie to watch! !
i want to watch movie with YC!!

and, i can't contact KC leh!! MIA:(

my lovey also went MIA:(

everyone is going MIA:(

OH YEA, i start my piano lesson already and it's fun you know?! he rocks to the max!!

Kly ROCKS to the MAX tooooooo!!!!!

i'm going to edit this post into a very colourful post:)

my keyboard got problem.. SUCKER!

"i won't use words like fuck, cb, knnbccb. if i want to use it, use it in a nicer way, FUCK YOUR MOTHER's ASS" from xiaxue..

i'm wayyyyyy tooooooooooooooooo boreddddddddddddddd. SAVE ME !!!
HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK!
I LOVE HOME WORK!

TOTAL OF 11 H1N1 cases (if i'm not wrong)
faster kenna me! i want to die ! hahahahahah (joking luh)

okay, i don't know what to blog for now because i'm thinking of something which i don't know what i'm thinking actually. i think i'm mad! hahhahaha maddddd girrrrrllllllllllll

PHOTOOOOOOS TIME:):):)

with loves
kly