rainy day:(

me so cute:)

5th july 2009
it's 11.35pm momma didn't came back yesterday night!
super lonely at home.. wanna find lovey but he didn't reply my msg, he's busy, i guess so.
do revision and online shopping again!
momma came back at 11.30am, i didn't go work:( sorry boss.
hmm, let's talk about my huamin clique aka gang outing:)
i miss them super lot! another 4 months and we'll be meeting again!
although all of us stay in yishun, study in yishun area secondary school, yet we only meet a few times in a year. weird right? it's okay, our heart is still there and bonded together! so no matter what, we will still be together! no time no time no time! exams result money friends lovey! these is what in my mind now.

7th july 2009
yesterday, today, i feel down and lost, i don't know what to do..
so i messaged lovey and asked "what if we break up?" he didn't reply.. i have my English oral today, next up 22nd july MT listening comprehension! full mark please!
i have a lot of things to say, but i'm lazy to type out..
i watched a show yesterday,
he said:"we really have to treasure the people around us, because you don't know when will they leave."
i love everyone around me, really! i want momma to understand me, i want lovey and dad to spend more time with me, i want friends around me to knowi'm there for them and they are there for me, i want people to stay happy, i want to have a happy life.. happy family is impossible already because it already destroyed by my momma and dad. i love them and i hate them.. shall continue soon. i'm lazy with loves
kanliyun;kly

9th july 2009
momma is not back home yet and i haven't had my dinner.
having a bad headache:(
lots of stuffs not done and i'm gonna do it after i have my nap!
i don't know what to say, things are changing again. good or bad? i don't know.
swim swim swim! swimming tomorrow!
start my spree-ing online again. choose a lot of stuffs and don't know which to buy
and i have no money to buy la.

11th july 2009
hahaha, actually i'm blogging very often just that i didn't post it up:) hahaha. super lazy plus wanna edit, so ya, but at least got record part of my life yea? hohoho.
okay! shall post something about FRIENDS today.
today, working at jbp! is FARKING lonely and FARKING tired!
then during the lonely period, i was reading reader digest! it's a goooooood magazines, shall subscribe it sooooon:)

"FRIEND DIVORCED"
friends come in many categories- best friends, close friends. casual friends... and ex friends
the idea of "friendship forever" has replaced that of "marriage forever" and sometimes that ideal turns out to be aa myth.
just like couples, friends can break up too. but how do you dump a friend?
in cases of major rifts or betrayals, advices being direct but kind once you decide to end a relationship.
tell your friend what hurt you and why you need to put the friendship on hold
while it's cruel to abandon long time friends without offering any reasons, it's easy to let some friendship fizzle:
-don't return calls as quickly
-avoid plans or make them so far ahead that there's time to cancel if you decide you still don't want to get together.
most people will start to get the hint.
phasing-out friends who have put you down-or who have let you-pays other dividends. one benefit of pruning destructive friendships is you'll have more time and energy to invest in positive friendships- and cultivate new ones. if you feel better about your friends, you're more likely to feel better about yourself.

so friends, please think what you've done and reflect about yourself, or you may get dump one day.

okay, i know, you know, we know, everyone know, no one is perfect.
but why can't people just use their brain to think and heart to feel?
friends are not easy to get, so why not treasure the one you have now? and don't take things for granted.
my expectation to friend is:
-they must be there for me when i need
-know what i like/love
-know i'm there for them when they need:)
-care and love me A LOT:)
-give me surprise:)
-our heart must be there(understanding! very important 1!)
-must be honest to me(communication! very important 2!)
(isn't it very simple?)
these goes for boyfriend expectation tooooo
(but i won't be expecting too much from him, cause i have to understand..)

i have TRUCK LOADS of things to do, like homework, revision and COURSEWORK SUPER FINAL editing! i don't have to sleep for the next two days already i think! i wanna try this out:)
not sleeping for 2 days, how will it feel?
FARK! i don't drink coffee, how to keep myself awake????? any idea please tag me:)

22nd july- MT OLEVEL LC
24th july- MT NLEVEL ORAL! number 9!(again)

mr A.K is coming back home on the 24th july. something happen again:( hope he's alright. i don't really communicate with him a lot, but the care and concern is there as he's my relative, he did care for me and i did care for him. my momma is like his momma:) momma cares for him a lot toooo! hope he feels good when coming home! and i shall help momma do some chore already!
next saturday i wanna go malaysia, don't know momma allow a not:( hmmmm, hope she will okay? PLEASE!
then next sunday shall stay at home do chores! or friday do? so that i can make a deal with momma:)
she say malaysia is a dangerous place:( she scared something might happen to me. so yuh! but.. i know i know
okay
okay

today KLY is not KLY, i did online shopping today and AGAIN, but i didn't select any items at all. i think i'm tired, that's why!
shall rest sooon, real sooon!
how i wish i got dengue. because i have loads of mosquito bite on my leg and hand!

MY HOUSE I VERY VERY VERY VERY DIRTY!!!
I WANNA MOVE HOUSE!
(my momma is planning about it already:))
i want to go HONGKONG! (because i sudden have the urge to go luh!)

kly will study and work hard to go in to NAP or TP!:) and join dragon boat:)
kly will love lovey a lot a lot and hopes he will love me a lot a lot tooo!
kly wanna love bestie forever:)
kly wanna sleep already! gooodnight:)

I WANNA CUT MY HAIR!!!!-after july!

everyone is TO THE MAX WORSS

kanliyun;kly