I'm BLOGGING!

edited on 12th septemeber
its september already. the post below is on august
time really flies. things really do change in time.
3 N levels paper have ended. hope i will get good grades for it?:) hope so

yes, its september now. i left with 23 days to my all 4 main paper. after blogging shall go study already.
seriously, i really miss my boyfriend a lot. a lot. a lot.
we didn't meet nor contact for 1 month. how great, yet i have to understand.

met my primary school mate that day, we chat a lot and walk around. i find myself love WALKING a lot:):) we walked the whole AMK. we bought KOI's cafe drink, we ate at the japanese restaurant, we walk around and find bags. we hold hands together, we're like couple! and we are! ahahhaha
hope everything is fine and hope she can score well in Olevels. both of us are busy. she promise me she will spend time with me once her exams is over. so yes:D and her birthday i'll be with her! LOVESLOVESLOVES.

i want to go bali. please, who can go with me?

kly currently need to study very hard the next 23days
kly need money to pay her dept. no one belief i owned ALONG money. 300bucks:(
kly need enough sleep, because she is mentally tired
kly need 72 hours a day so she can do a lot of stuffs!

tomorrow is 13th already. who's birthday next? Xinqi's birthday

i wanna go marina barrage picnic:) i love picnic:) LOVELOVELOVE

okay, i will have to spend my time wisely. because no more time left already

things are changing, i'm searching the right one. the friend i want.
last year, i thought i really found one, who i really can trust and rely in school, but realise i'm wrong.
this year, i thought i found someone who really love me, but i wonder is it true from the bottom of his heart, till now, i'm still wondering.
last year, many things happened. quarrels, breakups. make me feel so depressed.
this year, there is more quarrels, more crys more stress. = killing me

friendship, what is it? loss trust in it already

sometimes i do think of ending my life, because is hard to continue like this. very tired you know? but i know i cant. i have to take care of momma because dad is not there for her.

this 9 month, i only met my dad not more than 30 times.
this 9 month, i only met lovey not more than 40 times. i guess?

do your heart have me?
do my heart have you?

i miss the 2008.

i miss you

JIAYOU kly,
if its yours, no matter what you do to avoid its still yours. if its not yours, it will still leave you one day.


david cook- i did it for you
(i love his songs!)
Todays not the same as everyday
Its far from ordinary
The pain I endure, youre my cure
But my mistakes have led me
Far away from you

You turn away
from all those things that Ive been trying to say
And all those promises I shouldnt have made
I did it for you

Mile by mile
Feelings I just cant reconcile
My hearts on a string, these broken wings
Who knew Id be so fragile
Far away from you

You turn away
from all those things that Ive been trying to say
And all those promises I shouldnt have made
I did it for you
I search my soul
And all these feelings that I cant control
Youre the one thing that can make me whole
I did it for you

Tryin to let you know
Tryin to let you know
Tryin to let you know

Todays not the same as everyday
Its far from ordinary


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finally i can blog:) thanks to eileeeeen. haha. have loads of stuffs to update and photos to upload:) i wanna say! it's august now and daddi's birthday is coming! and is like september is coming! then N-levels. oh i'm stresssss

ohkay. this august is awesome!(let me check my star-date) i'm going to blog in detailed! 1st august to 3rd august, i fall sick and having high fever. = = thanks for the care and concern during that time:) love love love ohhhhhhhhhhhhh that friday, 7th august 2009 went to celebrate ron's birthday again:) i'm the planner! like again! hahahha. so people who joined the fun is: kly, grace, wanjun, eileen, jinping, sharmin, jeremy, jason, and the birthday boy ROOONNNYYYY!! we're like having a great time! KBOX :D many of my friends like to sing:) awesome ! got a free mickey mouse thingy! haha. they jealous the next day, went movie with grace and wanjun! UP! is a nice movie. i cried at some of the part. i'm so emotional= = then the next day, it's our 2nd year and we went buffet! i didn't eat a lot becoz i'm fat! diet diet! haha. then met sharmin,jeremy, mic, jack jinping to marina barrage and celebrate national day:) then loads of our school mates are there and we are like so high! it's fun okay? camwhore and picnic! awesome awesome! all photos are with eileeeeen. hahaha sad too, i cried.. i'm sorry. then have prelims blahblahblah results are out, and i only pass 1 subject out of 3. WTF i have to really mug hard already KLY!

went study with peeepoooos;) they are awesome. GOSSIP is part of me.

i got back my o level mt result. A B3:( is angry you know? i expect myself to get a B3, so i didn't get to disappointed but is ANGRY. really ANGRY. angry because i didn't get a A1. angry because i didn't work hard. ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY
but what do to? it's over, have to accept and move on. Re-take will be on novemeber! must score a A1! MUST MUST MUST. if not i'm not KLY.

hahaha. I LOVE THURSDAY
BECOZ! yesterday went temple to them. is like a new clique of peopppoooooooooos. jason, jiaxian eileen wanjun and KLY:) is like so surprise that all of us pray that day. SO Fun. And it's the first day of chinese ghost month! hahahaha. awesome~~


things are changing again. seriously i don't know what to do. tired you know?
i regret. seriously regret. how i wish time can go back to 1st january, i will like to start everything all over again..

1st change is, we're not close with darry anymore
2nd change is, BB's are not close anymore
3rd change is, Kly changed..

i don't know why, i don't know how. what to do? what is the next step i should move?

okay, i can't remember what i want to blog already. shall end here?

17 more day! streeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssss